10.18
Rising c. 07.30 with continuing throat pain. Morning reading…
Two of my favourite contemporary writers, both travelers…
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tahir_Shah
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Anthologies-People-Tahir-Shah/dp/1912383489/
https://www.amazon.co.uk/Walking-Great-North-Robert-Twigger/dp/1474609058/
Reflecting on the unresolved resentments within the camp of Crimson members, it has become increasingly clear that much behavior is set in motion by Primary Drivers of which we are, mostly, unaware. That is, we are driven by Blind Spots and motivations below the surface, mainly unspoken/unarticulated.
Q: How to court unpopularity?
A: Confront fantasy.
Q: How to become popular?
A: Agree with the self-assessment of others.
Q: How does this factor into a group environment?
A: Mostly, the music gets to suck, increasingly.
Q: If one band member calls another member on their self-image/Blind Spot, what happens?
A: Firstly, toys hurtle from the pram.
Secondly, resentment grows.
Thirdly…
Morning Listening – Charles Ives.
19.37 A day struggling with throat while dealing with arisings.
20.12 On the street at 20.00 Clapping For Carers…
"Don't be helpful: be available."
